So when I went to midwife today I was expecting for an internal exam, maybe some more membrane stripping, something to help this along. Or at least a poke around to see where we were at (last week I was 1 cm dilated and a little effaced), but nooo...4 other women had to be in labor. The midwife said she didn't want to risk starting my labor with the other women being already in labor.
I wanted to scream "What about me?" I wanted to be selfish and insist. But I didn't. I just meekly went on my way home in the hopes that tonight the contractions actually go somewhere or at the very least go away so I can sleep.
But there better not be anyone in labor tomorrow because dang it I am going back and insisting that my needs be met.