vitamin d overload

It was something like 70 degrees today (sorry mary, but it is supposed to rain tomorrow if that makes you feel better) and we spent much of the day walking around the neighborhood, and playing in the park. There was no nap in the afternoon because we were busy smelling the flowers along the block.

I feel like I am 155 years old, I don't know why this one kid makes me so exhausted, a classroom of two year olds all day doesn't make me this tired. The kid is making me feel like an old woman, how did my mom do it with 4 kids,me and my little brother came so much later, but I bet we made her pretty tired too...

Exhaustion makes me cranky is all I can say, and I am glad I get to rest tomorrow while I teach non english speaking pre-k kids!

tired

why am I so tired? maybe because the child has not slept today; or maybe because I schlepped him all over brooklyn checking out YMCA programs... we decided to try a swim class since I like to swim and he seems to like the water and the Y has some decent prices. now i have to worry about wha i look like in a suit.
in other news my friend Laura who had a babe right after me (to bad she is on the west coast) just launched her own blog. She is momming and figuring out how to be an artist and she writes too. I am envious of her life. She is doing what she loves (and lives in a beautiful area) and managing a household. I'm sort of doing what i love and barely managing to keep the house together. I just can't figure out the balance, and i suppose it doesnt help that i am bogged down in writing my thesis, and taking a crappy class to finish school, and trying to finish my internship and trying to be a housewife...Quick someone tell me it gets easier.
last night i said to someone that i was 'ready to be pregnant again, or have my own classroom'